[Life] I finaly found it!

I watched a movie with my grandmother in 2001, and i really liked the movie. Next day i was supposeed to look what the name of the movie was, but the paper was gone. I start seaching what the name was, but i never found it.

For some days ago I start hanging on a webpage i don't like. It was a forum page. To days I wrote on the movie forum, to see if anybody knew the movie. It didn't take me 1 hour! A boy knew the movie and send me a link (http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0120877/) I got so happy! It was the movie i've been seacing for soo long time! Why haven't i been on this forum page befor? (Reason; I hate it! I think forums are boring, but now its okey)

[Life] A love poem

I Love Her,
Because i'm afraid of losing her.
I Kiss Her,
Like it would be my last kiss.
I Hold her,
Like i will never let her go.
I Tell her,
I would die for her.
I Wipe away her tears,
But don't wanna make her cry.
I Make her smile,
She knows she's my one and only!

Beautiful poem!

[Life] Weekend 28-30.08.2009

This weekend I went to my bestfriend's cabin. She drived the car, and she was good!
Later that night, when we had eated etc, we went to some friends of her, and when we got home we went to sleep.

Saturday, we went on a trip on a mountain. My bestfriend's sister was always bothing us by saying "I want to go to Beiarn" (Beiarn, a place) "There is a party there, I want to go there!"
We got so tired of it, so we went to Beiarn to the party. It was okey, would have been better, could have been worst, but it was okey.

Sunday we was going to ride horses. This was my first time, so I was a bit nervous, but it went good. It was fun, even tho i hate horses. Later that day we were at the cabin and relaxed, till we had to pack our stuff and get home.

This whole weekend, everytime we drived they where playing the same cd. Over and over again. I think I will cry each time I listen to this, because my bestfriend love it so much and she's leaving soon... I will miss her so much!!
This song was the song most of us liked most:



Lord though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
I'm not scared cause You're holding my breath
I only fear that I don't have enough time left
To tell the world that there's no time left, Lord please
Lord though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
I'm not scared cause You're holding my breath
I only fear that I don't have enough time left
To tell the world that there's no time left

[Life] New look

For some days ago, I was at the hairdresser and cut my hair.
I know I look like a boy, but I like it ^^

[Video] THIS IS WHY (funny)

Many people find a person on the internet that maybe is intresting and they want to meet each other. You have maybe found a girl you want to meet. Then maybe your friends saying "Don't do it! It can be a guy!"
Well.. This is why!

Who am I?

Who am I?

I have been wondering about myself for a half year, who really am I? I’ve asked my friends, but they only describes me as a kind, cute little girl that cares more about my friends and them I love, than myself. Some of them describe me as an Angel.

Okey, that was nice to hear. But who am I? How did I became this kind, cute little girl? And why do people call me an angel?

I went to my smartest friend (like I always do) and asked him “Who am I?”. He explained that I am the person I have choosen to be, because it depends on how you live, how it was then you grow up, chooses you have made, which friends you had etc.

So that means that I’m a kind, cute little girl, I care more another others then me. I’m acting more like a boy then a girl, since I grown up with 3 boys around me. That’s (maybe) the reason why I got more boys interests like fast things like car and snow scooter, also wrestling and some other things. (Also girl. I'm bi, so i like girls too)

But even if I grown up with boys around me, they weren’t here all the time, so I felt very lonely most of the time. (And there were many things that happen true my time, but I don’t want to tell my whole life story).

So that means that I’m also a very lonely girl.

People saying “go out and make friends” if you are lonely. Well, when you have lived for a long time (or some years) with not so many friend, maybe non, maybe a reason (like I got, but I don’t want to tell) it’s hard to just walk out the door and make friends. And special when you’re get older, and starts junior high or high school. You aren’t walking right to the person and ask “hi, do you want to be my friend?” that doesn’t work . And beside, maybe people have a reason, which makes it harder to get friends? Maybe something in the pass have made it like they hate something about making friends, or doesn’t believe in friendship, or their afraid of getting hurt? Or can’t trust them or too shy?

I don’t know... I got my problems, people got others. But that have nothing to do with who I am.. Sort of.. Okey, maybe a little... Hm... Aiai, sorry. More about me... Yes, I'm a freak, like half of the world (ha-ha). Anime and metal freak...mhm, great... I'm like to talk to people around the world, but not perverts... Yea, yea, nothing more I want to say. Ha-ha. I got many accounts on different pages, like tagged, MySpace, Crunchyroll, youtube, Animefreaks etc,etc...i guess around 20 different pages soon.. Ô.o

Okey, I'm going to shut up now....

[Life] A poem a made many years ago!

What a life

what a miss,

what a life without a kiss.

With so much sorrow,

i wanna die tomorrow...

... Or maybe not.