[Photo] Found this picture on my harddriver

Har holdt på med å sortere bilder på harddisken min i dag. Så fant jeg dette bilde, tatt i Arjeplog 2009 (derfor den dårlige kvaliteten). Det er en baby body som jeg syntes var kjempe artig. 

[Life] Life goes so fast

Jeg skal være ærlig. Jeg trodde aldri tiden skulle gå få fort. Først var det påske, så var påsken over, og jeg hadde ennå ikke vært på sykehuset. Jeg skulle ha framføring på skolen for å bestå i norsk faget, da jeg ble lagt inn på sykehuset. Ble liggende der i veldig lagt tid før ting begynte å skje. Det endte med at barnet måtte taes ut med sugekopp pga utmattelse og svake rier. Da ungen var kommet ut oppstod det noen komplikasjoner slik at jeg fikk ikke se gutten før dagen etterpå.

Trøtt, sliten og utmattet var både jeg og kjæresten etter fødtselen, så vi begge sovnet av. Jeg i senga, og han i stolen ved siden.

Ble være en uke på sykehuset før jeg fikk reise hjem. Så tok jeg ei uke til fri fra skolen for å klare å få strukturert nye rutiner i hverdagen. Uken etterpå var det tilbake på skolebenken, forføre eksamen som skulle til, og bestå skoleåret. NULL problem!

Det ble også noen avslapnings turer rundt om kring for å ta bilder, fiske o.l.

Da ferien kom var det dåp som skulle planlegges. Og dåpen den ble kjempe fin den !

For bilder av dåpsdagen, skjekk ut: http://mylillecrazyworld.blogspot.no/2014/07/photo-bilder-av-dapsdagen.html


Ellers, går livet som det går. Får prøve å skrive litt oftere, men som sagt; tiden går så fort!

[Life] Update and ONE month left to go!!

 It's fucking one month left to I'm giving birth to my boy! One month! I'm getting stressed out! We aren't done moving things over at my parents house or done cleaning, and I'm already behind with some of the subjects at school. I'm stressed out. I'm trying to make a to-do list for every day, but at the moment my boyfriend is out of town, I'm all alone and I can't do much. I need to relax a bit too.

Over to something different. Me and my boyfriend have been together for 1 year now, and we celebrated it with he taking me, his mother and sister to a resturant and then go bowling. Of cause did I win, hehe.

Baby Shower

My girls had a surprise for me. A BabyShower!! It made me relax a lot and totally forget about everything. We had a lot of fun, and I got a lot of new adorable stuff for my boy! Thank you!

So, besides me freaking out of all the housecleaning and school and everything, I took myself time to look a little bit around on the internet about baby stuff. Here are some clothes I found that I though was funny, awesome, etc..

 

Nailed it!

 

Ladies! 

Daddy's drinking buddy!

 

Late night drinking buddy! 

I've thought about buying the last one as a surprise to my boyfriend. I think it would be fun. Tho, I don't want to spend THAT much money on the kid the first year, since he is growing up so fast, so I'm thinking about buying a size 6-12 month, hehe. 

Thanks for all the subs, even if I haven't been that active!

 Well, that's all from me from now on. Ta-ta!

[Life] Blogging, pregnancy and tiredness

There is so much I want to blog about, but the pregnancy and the doctor visits and school and all, is making me so tired. I sleep during the day, and a power nap at evening and of cause at night. And then I wake up around 05-06 AM. And due to all this, I also try to spend some time with my boyfriend and with friends + housecleaning. Sigh, this is not easy!

Right now, I'm still not better after getting home from the doctor and I'm tired like hell. I think I'm gonna go and take a power nap, after I need to pick up my boyfriend and we are gonna go shopping and spend some time alone again, before it's about heading home and do house cleaning and making dinner.

Oh, well, I will try when I get the energy and time to blog a little bit more. Ta-ta!

[Interior] Interior and baby stuff

This week I've been shopping a lot on sale all around. Got so much stuff for so little money. Tho, I did not overreact with the shopping. We actually needed most of these things.

First of all, Christmas is gone. I've been packing away all the Christmas decorations and plants and so on. The candy that didn't get eaten, got thrown away. So, I thought "why not buy some new flowers since it's spring and get some lovely flowers on the table". So I did. The only problem was when I got home; Where should I put them? I don't have a place for them, since I don't have a vases. 

Then I remembered: When I was in Stockholm with the class, for around 4-5 years ago, I bought some vases at a designer store for very cheap money. So why not use those?

It's made our of plastic and very nice. If I don't use it I can just fold it together. Just use hot water to make it get the shape, take the hot spring water out and replace it with water that the flower needs. Of cause did I choose blue, because....  I'm hooked on light blue for some weird reason this spring. I bought a lot of towels, since we needed new once and they were cheap, and I chose the green one (of cause) and the light blue one. So it will be interesting how this will turn out, hehe. 

I bought this on sale after Christmas since I wanted one, and it was lovely since it's trees on it and we have a lot of trees here. 

Some new kitchen towels.

And some good cheap candy. Tho, I can't eat that much of it since I'm pregnant, but my boyfriend eats a lot of them. 

Aww, look how lovely they are! 

This is what happen when I get to choose !

I do believe I will give my kid everything I didn't get or have. I always wanted a big teddy. I never got a big teddy from my lovers and I never got one when I was a kid. I didn't expect them to give it to me, but it would be kinda cute. But then again, my boyfriend have already given me so much last year and I really enjoyed. Many wonderful nights, helped me through hard times and giving me light back in life. I'm very glad I have him and that he is the father of my child.

Just to ruin the romantic fantastic moment there, I'm gonna tell you I was at a place where they sell things that people don't want anymore and the money goes to charity. People that works there, is working for free, so no money to them. If I had the time, I would have joined and helped them.

Anyway, so I found this cool picture frame where you are suppose to take a picture of the kid every month during a year. I think it was very cute and it didn't cost much. The only thing is that it maybe need to be painted, but when that time comes I will be ready.

There was also some people having a baby toy to give away for free. They had never been using it, since they got it when the kid was a bit too big. So it was perfect!  Funny part was that they where living right under where my boyfriend's sister lives, so we knew where they lived.

[Life] HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Happy new year everybody!!

This year I'm hoping to complete my studies, and get ready for having the baby. I will try to blog a little bit more then last year, but it will not be a update-baby-mommy-blog. I will indeed put up some inspiration pictures and so on like I always do when I find something.

I wish you all a good year! :)

[Life] What we got for Christmas together!

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To becoming a mother during Christmas
Some of what I got for Christmas presents!
Some of what my boyfriend got for Christmas!


Here is some of the things me and my boyfriend have got in present together!

[Life] To becoming a mother during Christmas

Imagine going around feeling totally fine, having some problems with the stomach but thinking it's just something you ate since your boyfriend is feeling unwell himself at the same time. 

Then imagine that your mother is suddenly asking you if you are pregnant, since she have been complaining half a year about you gaining weight but you think it's because of depression and other things. 

Imagine you taking a test Monday morning finding out that you are pregnant, and you feel that it's the worst time ever! 

I started to cry. I honestly started to cry. During the weekend before I had a conversation with my mother telling her I should at least wait till I was 25, had been together with my boyfriend for x many years, a good or a okay job and an apartment. I had nothing! 

I wasn't 25 years old, I was only 21. Me and my boyfriend have only been together since February this year, and we're living in a small apartment. I'm not working, I'm studying. I was scared.

My boyfriend comforted me, and I called the doctor. Too many emotions were running through my mind. My hormones was running back and forwards. I was scared, but also a little bit happy, but most scared.

When I got to the doctor, she confirmed it. I had a new breakdown, because I was scared. I've never been in this situation before, never read about it, and I didn't have a job or a big enough apartment. 

After telling my boyfriend and all our family members, things got a bit more easier. They were very supporting, and I felt that this was gonna go fine. I was finally relaxing. Things would go fine. 

This Christmas we got a lot of stuff in presents. 

I really got touched by this, from my boyfriends sister! 

Changing table that we can take with us everywhere! Lovely! 

Blanket and cover to have outside the blanket! 

Bib for our kid, that is easy to clean of. 

And a little pillow! 

If you want to, you can also check out:
What we got for Christmas together!
Some of what I got for Christmas presents!
Some of what my boyfriend got for Christmas!